Kinda forgot this website existed. Here I am again I guess!!!

how do you tell if you were born predisposed to be depressed or if your depression is because of trauma or if its both or if they are separate but occur at different times ?

smiles-a-lot:

Summer blows kisses of light
On blonde heads of hair
And I looked like a dandelion
Last year in your car
going
Anywhere the wind took us

This summer I dyed my hair black
So I could look in the mirror and stop being reminded of the time when
I was a god damn weed in the garden
But you
still loved me

Ohhh yesss I am definitely feeling like a train wreck right about now.